Putting feelings into words

THE FEELINGS:

Symptoms of Lovesickness

* One Broken Heart
* Too Many Unwiped Tears
* That empty feeling

Pain. Lots and lots and lots and lots of pain. So deep it cuts into your very being. Leaving scars that will last long after the pain.

When more time is spent on the person you love than you would ever spend on yourself. Even if they would never give you the same sacrifice, and couldn’t care

less what your time is spent on.No matter what you will always believe there is hope. And you despise yourself for it.

When your Heart has been ripped out, and ignored, yet still can’t let go.

When you would do anything for your love… Even if it means that you can’t love them.

When you try to find new ways to hate them. Becuase then at least it wouldn’t hurt so much.

When everything is out of your control.

When you can’t say why you love them, and to you that’s the strongest love anyone can ever have.

When you realize that you can never, ever have them…again…

When you have finally hit the lowest low. And no one can bring you up, and anyone who can will never be there.

When you care so much about the person you forget about everything else completely, even your health and wellbeing.

When you sit and write something like this crying to yourself, and wondering why you are so pathetic.

When you can’t sleep at night becuase when you close your eyes, they are standing there to remind you that you are alone.

When you feel all these feelings, but are too afraid to tell them, becuase you’re scared they might not care. And the truth is they probably won’t.

When you feel their presence everywhere. But you don’t want to because it’s just another reminder of how far away they really are.

When the pain is so great, you feel that giving up altogether is th only choice, when really you have so much to live for.

When they have told you that they don’t love you. And you would do anything to say those same words…and mean it.

THE WORDS:

But the only words that you can say are:
I love you, and no matter what happens I will still love you and I still think of you all the time. I know it means nothing to you, but you mean everything to me.

Please if anyone ever falls in love with you and feels this strongly. Don’t shrug it off like it is nothing, I’m not asking you to love them back, I’m just asking you to care.

And if anyone ever falls in love with someone this strongly and they don’t love you the same way, hold on to every last bit of sanity you have. Don’t let it

completely ruin who you are. You are a wonderful person and can pull through. You will have some very rough times. But, it will get better…
I hope. At least that’s what I’ve been told.

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